It scares me when you do this, I fucking hate it. You’re not alone okay? There are plenty of us who love you and regardless of what you think, you are an amazing person and yes, you do have a beautiful heart and soul.
I’ve left you loads of voicemails please, love, talk to me. Let me help.
I know we’re not always there when you want us to be, but we are here. All of your friends. Think about that. Think about Cayleb. Please. Of all people, he should be the first one you go to. Talk to him. You need him so much right now and I know he can help.
Just don’t be stupid. These breakdowns that you’re having, they’ll stop. Maybe not right now, but they will stop. Give it time.
We love you, Celeste. Now please pick up the bloody phone.